Cloudy Respites

Cloudy Respites

I awoke way earlier than I wanted to for a Saturday morning. As I lay there hoping I would be able to sleep a few more hours, I noticed it was cloudy outside. That realization came…

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Furniture With a Story

Furniture With a Story

One of the things that I love about living in a city is the constant recycling and moving around of furniture. Oftentimes pieces are older, made of real wood, and so…

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The Body as Art (4 of 4)

The Body as Art (4 of 4)

Bodies are amazing for their universality and diversity all at once: we're all the same but also different. Bodies communicate what we're thinking and feeling, often without us even…

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Naked. Outdoors. (3 of 4)

Naked. Outdoors. (3 of 4)

There is nothing like being nude in the outdoors. It's difficult to express the feeling of sunshine or wind or rain or a warm breeze as a full experience on the whole body. It's the kind of thing…

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The Nude Beach (2 of 4)

The Nude Beach (2 of 4)

It's difficult to pinpoint the beginning of my longing to be naked in the outdoors. I simply desired it for years without having a place to express it. It just made sense to me…

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Rewilding

Rewilding

“I always thought she was a little wild.”

I think it was during a podcast that I heard a woman describe another in this way. It was not a disparaging remark, but…

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Why I Love Tarot

Meditation promises many benefits including reduced stress and improved mental and physical health. It's long been something that I've been told that I should do by well-meaning others. But my mind and heart weren't ever able to connect with it. That changed last year when I found tarot. Now, I'm a practical person who doesn't put any stock in hogwash. Tarot isn't something I ever would have even remotely considered because there's no way I could buy into the belief that cards (or anything else) can tell me my future. But it turns out that’s a misunderstanding. In reality many people use them in a way that makes practical sense for someone like me.

What finally engaged me with the tarot was learning that it can be used as a meditative tool. It provides a physical object to handle and interact with. When I sit down with my cards, it automatically puts me in a different mind-state because they are a tool used only for meditative purposes - I’ve created an association that helps my mind and body slip into a quieter and more focused state of mind. As I start shuffling them I begin to breathe more intentionally and think to myself about what it is that feels out of balance or unanswered or in need of attention inside of me. Then I ask a question to myself in that vein. When no questions come to mind, I just inquire about general wisdom to guide me through my day.

So far, this may still sound to some like hocus-pocus mumbo-jumbo. But it's the intent with which I approach it that makes the difference. I'm know that the cards don’t hold the answers. I approach each meditation knowing that I already have all of the answers within me. The cards are just a tool to help me quiet and focus and find what's already inside. The question emanates from within, and the answers do too.

Finding a New Path

Finding a New Path

Presently I find myself in a season of transition. A time of finding a new path, without having any inkling as to where the trailhead is. For the first time, I don't have a 'natural-next-step' pointing me...

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On Being Open

On Being Open

Pressure. Tension. Control. Clinging. Breath held. Fear of failure. Fear of messing up. Fear of being wrong. Gotta be the best.

Those words describe…

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First Beach Day of 2016

I can't even believe the good luck. I managed to score a beach day in FEBRUARY!! It's the first beach day of 2016. Months earlier than expected! It was restorative to the soul.

Indoor Sunbathing

While rainy days are my beloved, it's also never too soon to savor all the gorgeous vitamin D therapy that's slowly started to make its return! I have truly enjoyed and savored the full duration of this winter season (a first for me since moving here 5 years ago). I suspect that all the hours I spent at the beach and in the sun last summer played a part in that. So this year I'm starting even earlier! While it's too cold to sunbathe outside, I'm blessed with a warm home, a bright window full of sun, and empty floor space beneath it to bask in.

Rainbowtouille!

Rainbowtouille!

Benjamin's most recent culinary urge resulted in the most cheerful kitchen creation of my dreams. Healthy food that is tasty and rainbow colored!

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